Friday, April 26, 2013

From the inside

As I held you in my arms
the world could have stopped
and I would have never known.
All I knew was you and I
and the new piece of me I had found
in you.

But there's a hole that appeared
as they wheeled you away.
It bleeds deep in my soul
down past everything I've ever known,
smearing darkness across the beauty
I knew.

Yet I have no regrets
for bringing you into this world.
You opened a chamber in my heart
that would have never existed
had I not held you, not known you,
my girl.

No one but you can know
the love I felt that morning.
After all,
you're the only one who knows
how my heartbeat sounds
from the inside.

9 comments:

  1. That's beautiful Kaitlin, your little girl is beautiful as well. I'm still praying for you during this difficult time, and I admire your strength and faith in the Lord. You are an amazing person and I look up to you and hope you and Nathan the best.

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  2. that is amazing Kaitlin, thank you so much for sharing.

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  3. Your posts leave me speechless everytime!! Love you!!!

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  4. I love every bit of this. It was beautiful.

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  5. so perfect, you and her are so perfect! my little reese witherspoon, carrie underwood mix!

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  6. You are amazing at expressing your feelings through words. Thank you so much for sharing during such a personal time and for being so positive. You have such strength that I admire so much!

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  7. You are so amazing and she is just precious! She is up there with Uncle Josh and Bailey learning more and more.

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